I aM JuSt ... ME ... eRiCa ^-^

results are out ^-^

2005-07-12T11:51:00.000+08:00

yeah it's out! and im so happy i finally got an A for phy...yeah yeah...keep rockin'~ woohoo.. =)
but guess wat...my stewpid stewpid english got A- *cries pitifully*
and that stewpid stewpid eng costs 0.05 points...and i got oni 3.95, thanks to my stewpid stewpid eng...blah
im happy oso la..thank god for everyth..for helping me go thru all the pressure and stress i've gone thru. a few hrs b4 my introduction to com n info system (ICIS) paper, i was so stressed out til i cried...but reli thank god for my results...my parents aren quite happy cos i got A- for eng...they were like..of al subs, y eng?? i obviously dono y...mayb my command of this language slacked a lot.. =)

2005-07-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

i reli muz salute myself...i slept at around 12 yest nite and woke up at ... 2 plus in the afternoon *shakes head* more den 12 hrs of sleep. broke my previous record of 11 hr sleep d. think i'l continue sleeping til god-noes-wen if jesse din cal to ask abt my gentin trip. hehe cant afford to cont this bad habit wen im back in uni. i hate to go back to uni. muz study, do homework, walk to lecture theaters (which is like miles away from my hostel), eat halal food EVERY SINGLE DAY, etc etc...i vry beh syok abt my 7 week hols cos its like sooooo short and i seemed to have sooooooo many things to do in such a limited time. now i vry beh syok the uni admin cos they shorten our hols!! ish! cis! im supposed to go back on the 24th cos classes starts on the 25th but for those who has completed their foundation programmed MUST go back on the 19th!! it's almost a week earlier. CIS! they have sum kinda crappy programme for dono wat crappy purposes and there's a certificate presentation ceremony too...just beacuse we've completed our foundation. great...so great. thanks a lot..

the last min notice abt us having to go back earlier kinda burden a few of my uni frens. gary (selangor) , yin yin (taiping), suet yeng (ipoh), tsae yng (butterworth) and peck koon (newcastle = kota bharu) reached pg this afternoon. i drove them to lam wah ee hosp to meet diane cos they'r supposed to stay at her hse. they cant stay at mine due to sum reasons. yin yin and suet yeng more bahagia den gary...they get to sleep in a proper bedroom (i guess they share room with diane) while gary's forced to sleep in a store room...hahaha i noe im mean...for laughin at him =) too bad il be away tmw...abo gary wun hv to sleep in a store room =)

i was vry malu k jz now...read our short conversation below..

at lam wah ee hosp...
diane : think u cud join us at gurney later?
me : yeah sure... (and i put up a big big smile)
diane : or lidat la, we go now lo. i'l follow ur car there...

-i looked at her with an extremely blank expression. i glanced behind at yin yin n suet yeng...i then looked at my attire. i was wearing a big big tee and a pair of short short and loose loose shorts...and we broke into big big laughter-

me : i was uh...in my sleeping attire. actually, i jz woke up (those words were uttered in between laughter)

-all of them laughed-

paiseh nya!! haiya since ppl noe wat time i woke up d, i dun mind publicisin it thru my blog =) not that waking up in the afternoon's my daily routine oso...hehe.

after dropping mom at my grandma's place, i drove to gurney to meet up with the rest. we walk walk for a while den tsae yng n i dropped them at diane's place. i cant stay long cos at nite got dinner with relatives. my jee ee (2nd aunt) chia us. it was a sumptuous dinner but too bad i was kinda full even b4 d food's served...psst...i swallowed a kfc burger on my way back...too hungry d. cant tahan =)

i din even take a bath b4 blogging...haha stinky stinky erica. but i dun stink =) i was kinda lazy to blog...initially...but wen i start typing, my fingers jz wun stop. i wanna stop typing (cos i gotta bathe b4 mom screams at me) but im stil cracking my head to relate on wats interesting today =) but i guess that's al...ah..gary n gang's staying in pg till wed. hope i cud hang out with them b4 they chao.

oh ya oh ya...parents sold the civic d cos its kinda old d. it has been with us since i was 6 yrs old. 13 yrs d lo...it's unreliable d. dad dun even dare to take it down to my uni..sked broke down halfway thru the journey. parents r buyin the new toyota innova...yes i noe its huge but they chose it cos its more convenient now that my bro's in kl n im in ulu perak. can bring back al my belongings and my bro's as well. it's pretty good looking too..hehe classy =) haven get a good look of it on the road yet... =)

oh btw...tmw's doom's day for me...results will be out...and i'l be dead...yikes!

can anyone tell me how to do the tag board thingy and change the background into those cute and nice ones (i kinda like syen's background)? i suck in com stuff...yeeeesh

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2005-07-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

im back from uni. it has been a mth since i came back but looks like i hvn done much on my poor lil abandoned blog =) syen's d first to remind me abt my "unupdated" blog.

tin (gaiktin) and lyn (kailyn) came back during their study break. tin's more relaxed. ask her to join us for badminton or lunch, she wun hesitate to do so. this lyn le..can hardly see her reflection till the last few days b4 she go back to kl. ish ish~ anyway tin, lyn, kimchin, kc's boy, kh n i had lunch at secret recipe...one day (i forgot wen d.. XP). that lunch was like a meeting to exchange goodbyes..tin n lyn going back to kl a few days aft that day and kc's leaving for aussie tmw evening...sob. aiyoh...it's like...i have no one to crap with wen im back in pg =( gonna send her off tmw...so sad to see her leave...but i guess her boy feels worse. he samo dun get to send her off...pity him.

ever wonder y i hv d heart to blog al of a sudden? i actually have sth to say. it has been botherin me since ages (metaphore) ago. mun, nd, kh n i planned to go kl n gentin this wed..i was eager to go but a sense of fear bothers me these few days (due to many reasons). wen i finally got permission to go, i was again bothered by warnings by parents (due to the same reasons). the plan wasnt planned properly...and i was frus cos dad's chasing me til the mousehole for details abt the trip. fear, parents's warnings, frustration...all of them joined powers to conquer my mind...and yeah, i start to get pissed real easily and i find fault wif him lotsa times..now that mun n nd aren going (cos nd cant make it), more probs come in and make me more frus. at least i din yell at him =) so now..im stil cracking my head how to convince mom il be alrite if i travel alone...sigh

enuf of sad and sobby stories..my fam n i watched war of the worlds yest nite. i find the ending creative despite negative comments from ppl. i mean, hu wud eva tot of microorganism? i tot its like the typical superman show where tom cruise'l jump out and kill one by one...anyway the movie's reli reli good...tom cruise's a great actor and so is dakota fanning. *claps claps*

long post..betta stop now or i'l hear snores from readers =)

back in uni~

2005-03-28T10:32:00.000+08:00

oh jz to inform u peepz that i'm already back in uni (after my short short one week break) aihz~ wil be back on d weekend of my bday but guess i wun b free to meet anyone cos gotta attend my cousin's wedding...u noe la...all those chinese tradition...the adat istiadat...bla bla... *shrug*

anyway, hope to b back in pg soon... =)

a rather interesting day...lol

2005-03-22T19:56:00.000+08:00

i start my so called "interesting" day wen i woke up later den i shud...after taking a quick bath, quick face wash, quick facial acne n lotion n god noes wat applying process (i cm thick...lol), quick breakfast, quick dressin up n quick bag reloading, i rushed out of d hse jz to reach sggs aft the recess break. crap! there goes my chance of having the good old time chat wif my old pals. to make things worse, my 1119 eng cert's not ready yet. double crap!

aih wat an unlucky start. not the word "rather" in the title of this post. an unlucky start doesn mean it'l hv unlucky ending rite? lol...he came n we wen gurney jalan jalan...had sushi for lunch! wahlau...it's been yrs since i last tasted sushi...i ate unagi samo. nyam nyam. gonna drag mom der b4 going bc uni... *evil laughter* hinted mom abt it and she was like "i'm sked of u. everytime u open ur mouth, ul mention at least sth concerning money...sweating d". lol...aft dat wen disted for a while...that fella skipped class pula...lazy bum. asked him to enter class he dowan. samo ditangkap by his lecturer...but WOW! his lecturer vry cun. cun as in pretty n nice. she is pretty...despite her bein 30+, ppl wil mistaken her for my sis if we were to walk together. she's damn nice too...its like, which lecturer will say "il get ur attendance signed okay?" to a student who tuang class? i was taken back wen i heard her sayin dat...cmon, if i wanna tuang class, i gotta like...plead my classmate to sign for me cause my lecturer wil NV EVA say that! cis! crappy...

anyway, i wen bc n reach home at 2.15 p.m. tok to mom abt wat i did today n stuff den wanna go out again. mom reli pening wif me..heheh i think she dun reli care much oso la cos i seldom come bc dis sem. i played squash with ivan choo, justin, xow wen (dono how 2 spell his name) n liang shern (dis one i lagi dono how 2 spell but it's sth lidat la). xow wen's a national squash player...he's vry good k. make d four of us run around d squash court til our energy's sapped out. ppl with low stamina like me worse...play a bit oni so "nui" like a leaf d =) squash not bad oso ler...perhaps i prefer badminton cos i'm betta at it compared to squash but i'm gonna play wif those guys again wen i'm back for my long hols =)

ah dats al basically...interesting cos i learned sth new but the "rather" word is popped in because of d start of the day...poor me *shrug*

OMG!!! MY PHY LAB REPORT!!!

continuation...if this word eva exist shrug

2005-03-21T13:31:00.000+08:00

err...i'm not exactly continuing from d previous post but nvm lah...make d title ironic for once =)

i went to pfs this morn...i'm "forced" to get my bro's application n certs certified cos he's in ns! me leh...free labour..sob sob. i hate runnin around getting stuff to b done as soon as possible...and to make things worse, im not running around in my sch! it's pfs, hello? d last thing i'd ever dream of is to get lost in that sch which i'm not at al familiar with. i asked tan tk to help me, thank goodness he did cos the principal's office is on the 1st floor...while the one in sggs is on ground floor which is easier to find, to me la.so i practically followed him here n der cos he noes best. met kuan thye, lee ken (the brilliant fella..scored 3 As in stpm) and rachel choong in the canteen. i was vry vry surprised to c rachel there. i din noe she transferred to pfs for form 6...now i realise how outdated i am. we chatted abt my pitiful uni location which she gave losta *gasp*s (it's pretty obvious it's too ulu even for her to imagine)...i kinda envied those hu's stil in pg and NOT IN PERAK but i pitied them wen i think of d major exam they'r facing this yr =) oh den i met jiannwei...he's stil frenly n bubbly but not s much s before...mayb he misses someone in IMU =)

ya i'm now back, typing these morning "memoir" of mine. gotta go out for lunch soon...gotta keep a reminder for my LAB REPORT!! if i kept postponing, i will not get it done! laterzz...

long lost erica =)

2005-03-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

man, how i mis d "odour" of my home n gurney plaza~ i hvn been back since cny (dats so not like me last sem) *shrug* wat to do...mom dun allow me to b back so often anymore..y le y le?

a) dangerous to travel on highway
b) waste too much time travelling
c) wun b able to study cos there's jz too much distraction in pg
d) wen i'm back, the electric n phone bill jumped over mt everest...hehe

pitiful me...i became the unwanted daughter..sob sob. speaking of unwanted daughter, i wish to recommend a novel, "falling leaves" by adeline yen mah, which relates the memoir of an unwanted chinese daughter and the poor girl is the author herself. its a vry sad story...i cried twice (i think) cos she was not mentally n physically tortured by her stepmom n her dad (her dad's obsessed wif his 2nd wife so he listens to every of her word. go grab it =)

i'm a lil relieved cos i'm free! one test down, another one and an exam to go n i get to enjoy my 7 weeks doing nth! cant wait! im currently enjoying myself in my pitiful one week break. not only it's soooo short, my cruel lab demonstrator gv us hw to do during d break. cis! i hv to carry heavy heavy, big big books back jz to complete a lab report. cis! double cis! triple n quadruple n so on n so forth...no point complainin so make me stop okay. i jz hv to get my big big n heavy heavy bod off d com chair n get my hands moving n ta-da! it's done~

me planning to visit kc nx weekend, play badminton wif ivan on tue, visit my bro at his NS camp tmw morn...nth d~ d rest can b spent more on my blog. hehe nowadays got nth much to crap cos my life's so not interesting. OH YA OH YA!!! forgot to mention sth reli reli imp! i noe how 2 play guitar d! i noe quite a number of keys...can play "happy bday song", a few church songs n Gmajor scale. not bad eh...hehe i started in abt a week ago =) dad promised to get me a guitar b4 i go back...muahaha =) so happy...at least my life wun b dat boring with the existance of my new guitar~ cant cant cant wait!

p/s : gotta sleep early cos muz get up early early tmw morn...gonna visit my bro!!

...to b continued...

ahhh ... backstabbers!!

2005-02-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

guess wat? i reached pg like...a few hrs ago and i met one stupid backstabber of mine. dun misunderstand. the "of mine" is referred to her backstabbings done on ME!!! ish ish...yes i noe we're taught to forgive n forget. well, i did. quite well indeed...til i see her "bloated" face. the reasons i typed "bloated" are as the following... :

a) she's plain jealous of me. guess wat, she was like so sweet in front of me and crap a lot of shit behind my back
b) she's d "ai sui" type...in another word, she's a pure VAINtress (if this word ever exist)
c) tho she's vain, she's "bak bak"...in another word (again), she's plump...she's been growing sideways since she started talking bhind my back (serves her rite)
d) as mentioned, her face is wider...that's y i said "bloated"
e) she's my cousin's cousin...thank goodness she's not my cousin!

i noe i'm being mean and all...cant help it k. i was so pissed wen i c her face. she's not even my relative, so y did she appear in our family dinner. crappy~ my mum samo belanja d meal...great! tho i'm dissatisfied, pissed, mean, cruel, etc etc, i'm kind enuf not to mention her name in here. dowanna embarrass ppl k. muahaha...i'm an angel after al~ my cousin, who's this backstabber's cousin too, updates himself by reading my blog. yes, he's sure to noe who i'm referring to but i dun care~ =)

ah anyway, i'm back for CNY...for a week plus! *hip hip hooray*

kh's hp kena rampas...cant contact him *sob*

continue..

2005-01-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

forgot to tel, i got to noe a guy...he's mix malay plus chinese. vry nice to talk to..at 1st sked of him cos he's a total complete stranger to me...well, he turned out to b a pretty nice guy...not bad looking (mix ma) ;p anyway, his name is hafiz bin jurami. his dad was a chinese...real name : chai ah sth ...den convert cos married a malay woman =) additional info...hehe

bAcK~!~!!! (",)

2005-01-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

oOoOooOOO...guess wat? i'm back! from terengganu...hehe actually im back yest but my bro messed up my particially done blog (was relating my exp at t'gganu till kh came..mengganggu ;p bro used d com and *snap* my work's gone..sob sob)
DIGI STUPIAK...NO LINE AT BOTH PLACES IN TERENGGANU!!! ISH!!! X(
yah anyway, the trip to t'gganu turned out to be more fun den expected. not dat the activities held are interesting n exciting...okla, lil credit shud b given to the outdoor activities done at setiu agro resort (not vry sure of its full name but i'm pretty sure there're "setiu", "agro" and obviously "resort" in it ;p) my journey to kl from pg and t'gganu from kl wasn't exactly a pleasant one. went to diane's hse on sat nite. overnighted at her place cos her dad fetched us down to kl at 4 o'clock...i hv to use a can opener to open both my eyes at 4 a.m., note the A.M. *grrrr* on sun MORNING cos we gotta reach kompleks dayabumi at 9 a.m. was in the car, obviously sleeping, for abt four and a half hrs. from dayabumi, we travelled to t'gganu at 9.30 a.m and reached at 7.30 p.m., not the P.M. *grrrrrrrrrrr* lousy bus driver. the 1st bus reached at 5 plus while the others in the same bus as me were forced to flatten our butt for an extra 2 hrs =( the time my butt took to be reli reli flat was abt 14 and a half hrs...i believe my calc is correct tho my brain is dead rusty =)
as i was sayin, the outdoor activities at the resort were fun...the whole bunch of us in the 3rd batch tried our best to overcome many many obstacles such as the flying fox, river crossing, army obstacle courses and mud crawl. we trekked a jungle reserve too...many got bitten by leeches. thank goodness none was attracted to me. the jungle trekkin activity is similar to survivor where we gotta cook our lunch. err...i skipped my lunch cos...well, i dono if the food's good but the preparation freaked me out. pans and pots were dirty. sum kinda leaves from trees in the jungle were picked and prepared as vege. insects jumped in and out from the half cooked food...eeeewwww...cant bear to even think of it *shudder* i was sapped out of energy once we were out of the jungle. luckily got bekalan in my bag. hehe i wasn't the only one hu skipped lunch. david, shean chuan, diane, chai, anthony, chee yong, mich, davin, etc did not dare to touch the food too...oh well, pampered us~ haha
on tues, aft the jungle trekkin activity, we travelled to the Institut Teknologi Petronas (INSTEP), which was abt an hr plus from the resort...in our mud-free and dry clothes. met william once i reached INSTEP. he lend me his maxis simcard cos no digi line in the institute. that's vry kind of him =) boredom soon struck me. the main purpose of us going to INSTEP is to build our self confidence, strenghten our will power and so on and so forth. almost slept in several lectures. thank goodness i got to meet so many super cool ppl and great great frens that are talented jokers =) they came out wif many jokes and funny acts...

anthony - real funny guy. din noe he's a joker til recently. ish...too bad i cant/dono how 2 upload photo here...david managed to record him dancing like a gal...muahahaha *LOL* anthony's jokes are not at all lame...great pal to hang out with

david - great magician. amused us wif many tricks and magic. he taught me two simple tricks..one of the two is to fool a lil kid. ish~ begged and begged him to teach me how 2 read ppl's mind n float an object but he refused! not going to gv up! =) he betta watch out. i'm going to track him as tho i'm his personal guard~ haha

diane - great roomie. stayed wif her thruout the camp. shy, quiet, reserved, and brilliant. oh ya, she possesses sweet voice. hehe reli appreciate her parents help for they r willing to fetch me to kl at such early hrs =)

shean chuan, derrick, jia aun, chai, chee yong - great ppl...love to accompany them. shean chuan the quiet and shy guy, derrick the mc of the mini msk, jia aun the best joker among the five, chai my uncle *grin*, chee yong the com expert =)

yi chen, angie, xiao qi - the three leng luis...they stick together like elephant glue. hehe

talking abt david, he's my buddy in the camp. the camp had organised a buddy game where every participant was assigned a buddy to take care off. managed to get david as my buddy. he's a real nice guy. he was reli into the game cos he like...reli take care of me, made sure of where i am and wif whom i was wif.i once kena kacau by the malays in the institute. david knew abt it and warned me not to walk alone d. then, one morning, i ponteng lecture (held at MPH) cos i din get enuf sleep the previous night (was havin late late chats wif a fren at the institute). david took d trouble to walk from MPH to my hostel jz to accompany me to the cafeteria for lunch. reli appreciate his help n concern. too bad i cant hv him as my buddy in uni. haha =)
wah, enuf of yakking. din noe ive been staring at the radiated com screen for hrs. gotta run~ cya...dun miss me k =)
p/s : sze mei, how to change the background??

a pic of mei hui and i

2005-01-09T17:57:00.000+08:00

Mei Hui & I ;p

meihui, szemei

2005-01-09T10:45:00.000+08:00

SORRY SORRY~!~

paiseh for not informin...hehe tot i post up info abt my new blog...anyway, glad i've finally follow wat u ppl said? how's my blog? satisfactory for starters?? =)

kh enters my hse...finally! clap clap

2005-01-09T10:29:00.000+08:00

ish ish...me blogging early...cos gotta go to diane's hse tonite...cos gotta reach kl by 9a.m. tmw...cos gotta catch a bus to terengganu...cos gotta attend sum camp there...cos...cos... *sob sob* wun b updating my blog for abt a week

kh jz went back. he brought cny delicacy for mom (i noe wat ur up to~!) and a photo album. kh participated in the best model contest and he won Mr. Good Look subtitle...the album contains photos thruout the competition...and i managed to curi one photo out of the album. haha sumday, wen i finally figure out how to upload photos in here, i'l upload that particular photo k??? =) oh ya, he's TERRIFIED of dogs~ *laughs* even my tame lil pet dog, terrier, hu seldom barks, frightens him...it's very funny lookin at his cute gestures wen he tried to avoid the dog =)
mom din exactly approve of kh coming but he managed to mesmerize mom with his looks...hoho (he's gonna kill me). she did say the cny delicacy he brought was delicious...finger licking good. mom ask if his mom's willin to sell my mom 5 bottles of it. hvn told him yet =)

my sis's fren, james jz cal. he's back from utm, johore. too bad we cant meet up cos he has only a week hol...and i'l b away for a week...sobbin...see wat i mean by my hols are quite spoilt?? now so sad...no mood to blog anymore...al d best peepz...have a great 2005 ahead~ =)

sad... sobbin

2005-01-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

hey jz to inform u ppl that i'll b away from pg for abt a week plus...to be more precise, it's 10 days...starting from tmw (8th of jan). so i guess i wun b able to activate my msn, reply frenster msgs, reply emails, so on and so forth *sob sobZ* thanks to my very 'tak han' punya uni admin, i got 2 go 2 terengganu...for sum kinda orientation. however, according to a few of my uni frens, they went there for sum outdoor n indoor games...wat the...this is wat i mean by 'tak han'...ish~ oh did i tel u my sources were in the 1st batch? hehe thank goodness i managed 2 change to d last batch or i'll miss the 2004 christmas n ny celebration =)

anyway, i woke up at 9 plus (surprisingly) and sorta teman mom watch astro b4 we went out for lunch. oh ya, i was vry vry embarrassed today...thanks to a stupiak fella (kh)...he forced me make stuff between my uni fren & i clear...meanin he forced me to tel sum embarrassin stuff (at least it is, to me) and the results were bad!! my face turned as red as a beetroot aft the incident...ISH! well, i'm not sure if he'l kill me for relating it publicly...haha i dun care...blekkk =) this kh oso...alwiz provoke me! i kinda banned him from visiting my hse (due to sum private reasons) but he jz said he's goin 2 come tmw, no matter wat. mom's gonna kill me... =( not talking to him anymore! XP

tot of goin 4 a swim at pisa in the evening but plan failed cos of the terrible n horrible jam sumwhere near prangin. mom, bro n i went shopping...chao at around 6 but reached home at 7 plus...aih as usual, after dinner i heaved my body on the com chair and started surfin. the connection was kinda bad til teong keat cal...i dono y but the connection gets better if the phone receiver is away frm the phone...funny thing *scrathes head*

i'm leavin tmw...sob sob...this camp spoil my hol mood... =( anyway, not toking to kh d!!! *blek*

NOT TALKING TO HIM~!!!!

first timer ;p

2005-01-07T13:45:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm obviously new to this blogging activity cos i dono head nor tail abt it..ish!!

at least i'm getting hold to this...no, i did not lose my head in frustration and yes, i'm contented to d work done so far *cheers* tho i noe it's simple and incomplete n new n etc etc, wat cud anyone expect from a first timer?? =) anyway, interested to noe hu inspired and indirectly encouraged me to blog? it's non other den chan zhu may, a jr georgian of mine. unexpected? haha well, we both arent exactly close but i kinda like her blog...interesting, i wud say =) keep it up, gurl~

erm..did nth much today...begged mom for an hr plus to let me go out for 2 hrs. haha promised her to be back by 4 but i reached home at 5 plus...almost six *grin* told her i went to sega with my uni senior, hong (kononnya...hong's gonna kill me for using his name) but i ended up at tj bunga...to visit a fren of mine, kh =) we kinda yak n chat n gossip n god-noes-wat so we were quite unaware of the time. sped home wen mom called (yelled is more like it) ;p hoho promised mom to clean my room by dinner...after touching this n that in my room for half n hr, i gave up as i was dead tired. after dinner, i heaved my whole body on the com chair and started surfin...haha so u peepz out there, pls dun b surprised if u were to bump into erica wif big bum =)

wanna chao d...nth more to write...thanks to the rusty brain of mine T_T

btw, RESULTS WILL BE OUT ON THE 13TH!!!!! ARRRGGGHHHHHHHH~!!!! pray hard i cud b alive more one more month =)

-erica-